and through all these,
i really see who cares for me and stuff.
and i feel really loved.
i've learnt to be a lot more appreciative. (:
but going near you still hurts,
no matter how hard i try.
thoughts of you&her just keeps entering my mind.
why did you do what you did?
how could you have done it?
pleasure despite feeling guilty?
how could it be .. they are two very contradicting feelings.
sighs, i don't know.
i feel like i'm being trampled upon, all dirty and unwanted.
on a positive note,
today totally rock-ed! :D
all thanks to may, nic cheong, weiqiang, badd, mervyn and kevin! (:
all the fun and laughter.
we should do this again some day!
met badd at first.
the rest were all late.
haha, though it was worth it. (:
went to eat with may and badd.
ate finished then mervyn, nicholas and weiqiang came after that.
then we headed for marina square!
bowlinggggg. hahaha.
first time of my life!
my very first one was a strike!
can you believe it? :D
-beams. hahaha.
after that we went to eat again at long john silver.
after which we went to watch our fireworks!
i think it was very nice!
i like some parts. :D
i don't particularly like fireworks though.
they're .. frightening. x_x
like, BOOM BOOM BOOM!
ohmygosh. i jump at it all the time.
rawrr. but still quite nice! :D
then we gave weiqiang a reallyy belated birthday celebration!
hahaha. may and nic went to buy cake @ mrs fieldz.
heh, not bad! quite nice, but maybe a little too sweet.
but super heaty. :(
so my pre-planned kbox date has to be cancelled.
cause i think i'm losing my voice again. rawr.
then basically, we just played and crapped around after that @ esplanade.
nic left at about 0015, then kevin came slightly before that or after i think.
haha. i'm very glad we got to know each other more. :D
it feels like we've known each other since secondary school days!
so cool hor! :D
LOVES!